lykke li @ 30,000 feet

>> Tuesday, March 29, 2011

[this may help]

let it fall/let it fall

let it fall

let it fall


ringing chiming rolling

rolling through my head

one over the other


let it fall
let it fall
let it fall


but i am not falling

i am ascending

higher/higher/higher

-----------------------coast

some thirty-thousand feet in the air


let it fall/let it fall

let it fall

let it fall


up over the pacific

so far down it just looks like sky

big blue eternity

spotted with clouds


let it fall

let it fall

let it fall


surprisingly soothing

for a ride in the sky.

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the ever-growing wish list

>> Friday, January 21, 2011

and now yet another piece of procrastination. being a broke college student has encouraged my head to fill with an ever-growing wish list of random items, necessary and unnecessary. since i can't get any of these items until my paychecks build up and i cover bills and groceries first, i write the list so as not to forget and as a motivational tool to spend as little of the money i do have as possible on frivolous things. so here it is:


  • tea kettle
  • shopping spree at urban outfitters
  • a travel mug
  • road trips: irvine, chico
  • vinyl from boo boo records
  • daisy by marc jacobs
  • polaroid film

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can't get you outta my head

>> Sunday, December 12, 2010

hand on your heart
by jose gonzalez

well it's one thing to fall in love
but another to make it last
i thought that we were just beginning
and now you say we're in the past
look me in the eye
and tell me we are really through

you know it's one thing to say you love me
but another to mean it from the heart
and if you don't intend to see it through
why did we ever start?
i wanna hear you tell me
you don't want my love

put your hand on your heart and tell me
it's all over
i won't believe it till you
put your hand on your heart and tell me
that we're through
put your hand on your heart

they like to talk about for ever
most people never get the chance
do you wanna lose our love together
do you find a new romance
i wanna hear you tell me
you don't want my love

put your hand on your heart and tell me
it's all over
i won't believe it till you
put your hand on your heart and tell me
that we're through
put your hand on your heart
hand on your heart

look me in the eye
and tell me we are really through

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lotus.

>> Thursday, November 18, 2010

after many months of waiting, my cousin has finally given birth to a beautiful baby girl. named after our grandma and only one-day old, she is already an amazing blessing to this family. technically we'll be second cousins but because "second cousin jamie" doesn't have that ring to it, you can just call me "auntie j."

how can you have so much love for someone you haven't even met?

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note to self

>> Monday, November 15, 2010

1. it is important to be happy for other people when they're able to do what's best for themselves. even if it means they have less time for you.


2. sometimes you just gotta let go of those impending due dates and that to-do-list-cycle. stop dwelling and take a look at what's right in front of you.

3. when it feels like everyone has forgotten you, just remember: there's nothing wrong with a little me-time.

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why this weekend was so good

>> Sunday, October 24, 2010

instead of having to drive 3 1/2 hours to go home for the weekend and 3 1/2 hours back to school just to have a bunch of homework left to finish sunday night, my parents came to me. it was basically a 24-hour visit, but it was a much needed 24-hour visit. sometimes i get caught up in all these little school things that i forget how much i miss them. so we packed as much as we could into this weekend and this is why it was so good:

-lunch at the best pub in SLO (according to me and erin). yummmm turkey burgers and fries.
-wine tasting with my mom, who then but a BUNCH of bottles and left two behind for me to enjoy.
-drove out to avila valley barn to pick out some good produce and a giant pumpkin to carve with my sister.
-grocery shopping with my dad cuz my mom wanted to watch the giants' game (kind of a role reversal, huh?).
-mom's cooking! we had a delicious spaghetti meal with lots of extra sauce that my mom separated into containers and put in the freezer for some quick and easy meals in the future. such a mom thing :D
-marlee stayed the night at my place and we watched 50 first dates. adam sandler, always a classic.
-woke up early this morning and made a delicious strawberry-banana-mango smoothie to start the day.
-my parents came back over to watch the 49ers game, but my cable's lame and wasn't broadcasting it. so we were forced to listen to it on the radio, which was kinda nice and simple in a comforting way.
-while we listened marlee and i carved our pumpkin and baked the seeds.
-my dad went with my to get a new tire for my bike and now i can ride to school again!

all in all, it was a productive, funny, family-filled weekend that i really needed. i still ended up saving all my homework for sunday night, but i don't really mind. surprisingly, i miss them already.
this picture isn't from this weekend, but it's my favorite family photo of our recent alaskan adventure.

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this is what i've found

>> Friday, October 1, 2010

there are few things and even fewer people that can calm me down or ease my anxiety. i'm an extremely cautious slash nervous person and spend way too much time over-thinking things which should be considered insignificant. there are probably only three or four people who know what to do when i'm nearing that breaking point but when they're unreachable i've had to figure things out on my own. this is what i've found: illuminating my room with colorful "festive lights" my cousin sent me in a care package and listening to bing crosby sing about dreams of a white christmas and ye merry gentlemen on vinyl is one of the most relaxing slash comforting slash anxiety easing things. the memories of family gathered at the tree watching presents getting handed out or the smells of pine needles and peppermint. the scratch of the needle as bing crosby croons about the magic of christmas and the tiny colorful bulbs that dance around my window take me back to where i want to be.

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